Daily journal January 4, 2000, A voice in the wilderness of the world for right. Decide on God's side and stand for the truth as the disciples did. God is not about riches or fame. God is about the power of the universe. God is about creation and sharing his breath with us. God is not about money or profit. A prayer for riches would be in vain. Since God knows our needs already, it makes it difficult to pray. Enter into praise of the Lord God. If you are seeking riches then you are seeking the world of greed and shame. Be free of these desires and let God plot your future in such a beautiful way more than I can say. Decide if you want to be popular or if you want to be free, to be liked or to be like me. Do you desire eternal life or a spending spree? Happiness and freedom is when these temptations do not control you. Why are there sad days after such high victories. Who am I that the Lord should love me and sustain me and inspire me? There is always big names of successful people and some of the cloth to impress with white hats and with big power with bank backing but a man is a man and a woman is a woman when they can trust God for their needs and see it supplied without being rich in earthly money. The first shall be last and last shall be first in the kingdom of God according to His Word. Let us have no other gods before us. Let us serve the true and living God and commit to Him all our strength, effort, and faithful service. Let us know how to pray to reach the Lord. Let there be no doubt about what I believe and I am willing to stand up to witness for or against in my commitment to the Lord Christ to whom I owe my life and in trust my soul. I pray for divine help and courage to carry out my mission to the lost and dying world and especially Europe where the gospel is suppressed. If God wants this word out there, then it will be put out without the Devils money to propel it. Look not for any famous man in a white robe to tell you the truth. Look to God to send a common man like the Disciples were fisherman. Expect a miracle from the God we know loves us so. Now let us pray that this day would be a time of great consideration and enlightenment for lost souls to be saved. Enrich our lives I pray Lord with thy divine presences to reassure us and guide us. Genesis 1-1 "In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth. 2-And the earth was without form and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters. 3-And God said, let there be light: 4-And God saw the light, that it was good: and God divided the light from the darkness". I get chills up my spine when I read this that God actually did create Heaven and Earth. I feel like nothing to this world but in my spirit I feel as a part of God. I would be lost without this feeling but I feel very saved. I need to let the world know that there is a difference and that I rejoice in victory over this world. Faith is the opposite of doubt and fear, let us believe on the Lord and Christ our redeemer to be saved and have our names written in the Lambs bookoflife with God in heaven,let us suffer for His sake if and when we must. We owe no priest money to pray for us, this is the great deception. We are free to pray for ourselves and for others to be free and to be saved. Let no person be deceived when there is good information to hear and understand for a free thinking people to choose to come to worship the true and living God Almighty whose Spirit is dwelling within us. Come travel with me for one year in these journals and we will both hopefully and very prayerfully be increased. God sent an angel as it were to tell me to write a Journal which began December 15, 1997. I only write my heart and soul to describe my art and my quest to be well through nutritional food to feed my body what it requires to survive and rebuild my muscles and nerves. I believe this is the year of knowledge, I believe in I am.